Airborne506
April 29th, 2007, 03:37 PM
STOP. HAMMERTIME.
Ok, here it goes. I met this girl a few weeks back at a party here at school and she was cool, cute too. To my surprise we made out that night. A couple weeks later the same thing happens. Two weeks after that, this past thursday I went and hung out in her room cause I heard from one of her friends that she kinda liked me. I didn't think too much of it, cool, someone likes me. It was nice because I hadn't really talked to her all that much (too busy kissing lololol), but she turned out to be really cool, likes a lot of the same shows as me, same music, good sense of humor, etc. So anyways, friday night we go out to a party, I leave with her, we go back to her room, make out and watch arrested development til like 5 am. Then last night I find her at a party again and we go back to her room. I am pretty fucking drunk by this point much drunker than the night before, and we start to hook up again, and then she proposes sex. I don't even know what the hell I said, she had a condom, I used it, we had "sex" if you can call it that because I didn't even cum. Now theres 3 weeks left in the semester, I knew I wasn't going to start anything now, it would be stupid. I do like this girl though and I feel really bad about having sex even though she wanted it. It fucks my whole thought process up when I add that in to how I feel. I know I probably sound like a bitch but it was my first time doing anything like that. I regret it, and I shouldn't have done it, and I feel like a fucking mess. Should I tell her how I feel? Do I even continue to talk to her?
Summary: I like girl, I nail girl, I don't know how to feel.
Ok, here it goes. I met this girl a few weeks back at a party here at school and she was cool, cute too. To my surprise we made out that night. A couple weeks later the same thing happens. Two weeks after that, this past thursday I went and hung out in her room cause I heard from one of her friends that she kinda liked me. I didn't think too much of it, cool, someone likes me. It was nice because I hadn't really talked to her all that much (too busy kissing lololol), but she turned out to be really cool, likes a lot of the same shows as me, same music, good sense of humor, etc. So anyways, friday night we go out to a party, I leave with her, we go back to her room, make out and watch arrested development til like 5 am. Then last night I find her at a party again and we go back to her room. I am pretty fucking drunk by this point much drunker than the night before, and we start to hook up again, and then she proposes sex. I don't even know what the hell I said, she had a condom, I used it, we had "sex" if you can call it that because I didn't even cum. Now theres 3 weeks left in the semester, I knew I wasn't going to start anything now, it would be stupid. I do like this girl though and I feel really bad about having sex even though she wanted it. It fucks my whole thought process up when I add that in to how I feel. I know I probably sound like a bitch but it was my first time doing anything like that. I regret it, and I shouldn't have done it, and I feel like a fucking mess. Should I tell her how I feel? Do I even continue to talk to her?
Summary: I like girl, I nail girl, I don't know how to feel.